POEM: "SOMETIMES"

Its been Months since we last Spoke buh we chat
Even longest since I've seen You
Cos sometimes I Question If I can Remember Your face
Sometimes I say to myself 'When can I see you again?'
Sometimes I hear your voice in my head when I read your text
Sometime I'm sure I'm over You and i start telling my friends that bro I don't think I can go through that again
I tell them I wanna see you happy and I'm alright with letting you go, because talking with you sometimes sounds like I'm bugging you tho'
Sometimes I delete you off my bbm list Sometimes I bravely delete your number off my phone and I say to myself yes I did it!! Buh I know them in my heart so it end up back in my phone
Sometimes I talk to other girls without potential that you got Cos you talk about the future
Sometime you're like somebody I used to know buh i swear I won't forget you cos if my voice could reach back to the past and whisper to your ear and say I wish you were here
Sometimes you avoid me
Sometimes I blame myself that and ask myself 'did I push you'?
And
Sometimes I'm stalked in the Words I Never Said
Sometimes I think too much that I never speak out this days cos I'm running outta people to trust!
Sometimes I think the only way we can get back together is if we get over each other first
Sometimes your sis call me 'Inlaw' and anytime she says that I'm like I wish!
Sometimes I think about you and I'm Sure you not thinking about me cos you're busy chasing your dreams
Everyone tell me we gonna get a happy ending sometimes I believe it sometimes I don't
Sometimes
All this girls be telling me to get over you buh honestly I know they want a chance
Sometimes I think looking faraway makes us know no one is right beside us.
Sometimes! Sometimes!! Sometimes!!!
Sometimes I'm wrong sometimes you're, buh no matter how complicated things go, I'm living my life now and I added you to my Present and I pray you've a beautiful future
Sometimes I say have a nice life. I'm done trying to be in it buh I jst can't let u go
Sometimes, i need to remind myself to stop loving people so damn much.
Sometimes I feel zoned and trust me I'm happy and also not happy with it
Sometimes I say R.I.P to all the friendships where we acted like lovers at some point and now we barely talk
Sometimes I fall for people I can't have and sometimes its like I'm mentally dating you.
Buh
No. We're not dating and We never dated But you're still mine.

CHUKWUMA REJJY